15-16/09/2015

Hi again!
I was so tired to write about my day.
Actually both of days are almost the same.
It has been rainy for 5 days here. Also, it started to be dark when I wake up.
To get out of the bed is getting harder every day. I usually wake up at 6 but I always lay down for 30 minutes. It's so cold in the mornigs.
That cold weather and rain make me a bit depressed. I am ready to cry everytime.
School is going better, finally I found someone who is more sensitive than the others and cares about me.
I started to talk more with Lea, who is the only brunette girl -as me- in class. She sent a message to me after my English writing on my blog. Finally, someone from class got my message on that post.
It's so nice to speak with someone else. I really DON'T speak with my classmates. Actually I can't. But I always felt like Lea is different to me. While we were talking, I promised her about joining them at lunch.
And I tried again, It didn't work. It doesn't work. I am afraid that I might decide to stay away from them. Because every trying is a disappointment.
Also, one of my friend from Nøtterøy Youth Choir, who is the most friendly person that I've ever met here and has very very light blonde hair and a wonderful voice, Helene started to my school. I met her by chance on the bus in a morning, then she told me the good news!
After we came school, I helped her about lockers and classes in school. That was so weird, because in Norway, in a Norwegian school with Norwegians, I helped a Norwegian and that means I really got used to school and I know the school. I couldn't understand that before.
She was so excited about the first day in her new school, I told some funny stories about my scary first day to make her relaxed, then I gave her a hug and went to my class.
There is only one lesson that I hate it: SOCIOLOGY.
Because in that lesson, we have to speak and discuss and tell our opinions and etc... Also we always talk about Norway, elections in Norway, Norway's government, etc. So that lesson is imposible to understand for me. I understand what are they talking about, but I usually can't  catch the sentences. Sometimes I find something to say and I want to talk so bad, but I can't because there is always a problem about Norwegian.
I am trying to do my best and it gets better.
Every thing is perfect at home.
And the exchange students are still my best friends and only people who can understand me. We are making plans again. I talked them before I went to bed yesterday night. We made a plan to have a sleepover at someone's house, also we are still dreaming about Imagine Dragons concert.
I really like to be with my friends, I miss those 'girl's talks', gossiping, making long and so stupid (<3) Snapchat histories with friends...